so i like to say the highs we experience are only as much as the lows we go through.

and that is how i give things in my life value.

be they people, experiences, stuff that happen, emotions.

the harder the struggle the sweeter the ending.

there are 2 ways to view this.

if ive had a great day, i fear a really bad one is just round the corner.

when ive had a bad day, i can comfort myself by saying i'll have a wonderful one soon.

same with people. only people you care about have the ability to hurt you. well this isnt a bad thing. because this is life. this is living. to feel is to live.

these things make life so amazing and yet so cruel at the same time.

at the moment living is kinda bleah. the irony is that the source of this.. ふあん // uneasiness.. is the same thing that's supposed to bring me joy. （￣へ￣）

but i know things will pick up soon

change will come / because that's just how it is.

i find myself wondering if i should be this easy-going.

but i know this part of me won't change (!_!)