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it's been a good and bad day. well, mostly it was good (i think), until just now when there were no more distractions to keep me sane.
i shall focus on the positive and bury the negative in a shallow grave so it may resurface in a few hours. not that i want it to of course, but the solution is MIA at the moment.

so. the positive.

bought food. oh glorious food. NZ strawberries! miso soup! olives, new salad dressing, cheese! tomorrow's salad will be very satisfying!and i got some schoolwork done. damn pile just grows.
besides those, there isn't really anything to cheer for.

as i said, the solution is MIA. can't do anything about that.
or can i?
hmmmmm nah.. *kicks some sand into shallow grave*
i'll sit on it for a while.

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i don't know why i always think that things are out of my hands when it comes to convincing people. i think i just don't have that gift. the voice in my head tells me to give up before i even say the first word

to put it nicely, i'll accept another's decision readily. to be even nicer, you could say i respect other's decisions.
to put it badly, i'm too non-confrontational / timid to pluck up enough courage to say anything. most of the time i'm afraid of the answer/response i'll get, so i avoid bringing up the topic altogether. and i act really cheery like everything's dandy even though what i really want is to straighten things out.

how is it that the Truth can be so scary and yet so sought after at the same time?
at every turn it tries to push me out of my comfort zone

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