my mind is thinking of loads of things. stupid things. things i have no control over. history.

i really hate the past. there's no way to change it. there's no way to erase it. you can try to make the best of it by learning from your mistakes.

but i think whoever says he wouldnt change a thing in his past is lying. saying the past led him to the present is an accurate statement, but there are things that anyone would be better off without.

you can't stop bad memories from resurfacing. no matter how positively you try to look at it, you relive the moment each and every time you think of it, nasty emotions and all.

i don't want to spend another minute in regret, but i cannot help feeling sorry for many many things.